Saturday, November 24, 2007 8:50 PM
have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoes? i really thought you would understand all these effort i've been making. it's been really tough these days, but i've been trying to be really strong; trying to stand on my own, at long last. please don't force me, especially emotional blackmails. if you think you cannot afford to trust me, then it's just so sad.anyway, ITE Simei's 4th student council investiture was quite interesting, and maybe a little funny. hahah. we didn't stay for the reception, went straight off after that.
overall, interesting day. (:
hahah, thanks to
glenn for tolerating my nonsense. boo, i think i was mean today. but he was nice lah, although he likes to bully me. :( and and! stop shouting at me okay! it's meann.
mental note: don't overstep boundaries.after which, went dinner with my dad. nothing much. home after that.
thanks
glenn, for your concern. (: so damn sweet. ^^
thanks
bei. it really feels good to know that someone out there still cares about my presence. (:
thanks
nicholas. for listening to my complaints and whinings. :D
and to
hadi: i really don't know what i should say. i don't know if those tags were enough to explain myself. maybe it was you being oversensitive. maybe it was me carrying myself in a wrong way. but whatever it is, if you wanna hold on to what you blogged, then i guess there's really nothing i can do. sorry if i've offended you, it was unintended.
getting close to the ex-cos and seniors was never something i purposely wanted. they were just easy to talk to, easy to get along with, and fun to be with. and it was because of them, that's why i feel motivated to run. it was never the other way round. they've inspired me in a lot of ways you guys will never know; and all i want is to return them with a genuine friendship, and help when they need it.
if any of you want to substitute all these with only one word:
changethen i'm speechless.
take care people. please remember i'm the same, and i'll still love you all.
<3
